Monday, October 22, 2012

 
I did nothing for a day. 
No texts, no calls, no one looking for me, me not looking for anyone. 
It felt odd, like I was blending completely into the background of people's lives;
like I never existed in the first place - a complete third person point of view. 
After a while, though, I thirsted for some impulsive action, and attention. 
Cut my hair, dye my hair, get a tattoo, record a song, paint a picture, whatever. 
Anything to pull me forward from the background to the foreground.